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Saturday, January 28, 2006
2:09 AM

=::= 2nd EntrY =::=

Decided to write an entry here since it has been a long time dat i last entered one.. Its late at nite and i'm so tired after a day of hardwork.. cleaning up my hse.. Chinese new yr coming soon in less than 24hrs, no choice.. haf to at least do abit of spring cleaning.. wiped my window grills, tv, kitchen tills, changed bedsheets, sweeped n mopped floor.. haha.. i got my fukai to wash my toilet n bathroom for me and he had done a very gd job.. hehe.. anyway, after the hardwork, we went down to bugis wanna shop for his new yr stuff.. He managed to get himself a long sleeve shirt for 1st day of CNY and i got him a braun buffel belt as advance V-day present.. =)

Anyway, guessed dat u guys had already read sh's blog and noe dat how much she had spent within these few wks.. well.. i spent as much as her or much more than her these few wks.. =(
Below are ROUGHLY the ESTIMATED AMT on the things that i spent on...
1) CNY Clothes --> $250
2) Accessories --> $70
3) Skirt --> $39
4) Undergarments --> $75
5) Pyjamas --> $30
6) Haircut --> $40
7) Slippers --> $20
8) V-Day Present --> $100
Think dat's all ba.. Aboved shown are exclusive of FOOD, TRAVEL & ENTERTAINMENT EXPENSES and they already COSTED ME $600 plus!!!!
Can u guys imagine the total expenditure dat i had if i were to include them?? 3/4 of my pay from the vacation job already gone.. shucks.. i really need to save le.. =(

Ok.. enuff of those stuff.. now abt serious stuff.. all the foreign lectures already completed and i'm going to haf my 1st test this semester in feb.. which is a few wks time.. gone case.. haven even touch my notes and everything ever since the lesson ended.. guess need to be more serious in studyin liao.. cannot go out everyday after lesson le.. getting broke and its of no contribution to my studies.. haha.. so sh, we shall go home everyday after lesson k.. can save $$$ and study at the same time.. haha.. hopefully i can.. (~_^)

Think i'm stopping here.. tired le.. tmr still need to wake early cos its new yr eve and i need to go my grandma hse cos they got some praying to the ancestors going on and my dad will be back home to fetch me early in the morning.. Might be going out for shopping in the afternoon after my lunch at my grandma hse.. but got to depends on my fukai ba.. cos he having cold.. if he haven recover, then wun be going out le.. btw, thanks to all those who msg, call or tag me after reading my last entry.. he and i now ok le.. thanks for all the concern.. (n_n)

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Monday, January 09, 2006
1:32 AM

FiRsT EnTrY oF YeaR 2006

1st entry of mine in this new beginning of a year.. 1 wk had past in this brand new year and my sch had already started.. Lesson was as usual boring.. Was sick on the 3rd day of sch and eventually gave myself an off day.. Followed br's method of recording down the lecture so dat i'm able to daydream in clz without the fear of missing the impt things.. But i din even bothered to go and listen wat i had recorded for the past 2 lessons.. So i guess this method doesn't work for me.. =(

I think this year is gonna be a bad year for me.. dunno.. bad in all areas.. frens.. relationship.. studies.. Dunno y, but i've been quite depressed ever since the new yr started.. And my temper is getter bad to worse.. i juz dun like this type of me.. keep on doing and saying stupid things and make things/ atmosphere go bad n awkward when it is not supposed to be.. When u asked me why, wat's wrong wif me, wat's the problem? i juz cudn't answer u.. i dunno how to answer ur qns.. i really wish to noe wat's wrong wif me too.. i'd nvr been like dat.. felt so down conseqeutively for so many days.. its not ur problem but purely mine.. yah, maybe u r rite, i'm being selfish by acting this way, nvr think of ur feeling.. but i juz cudn't help it.. i wanna seek some comfort from u but u dun seems to noe wat i want.. instead of giving me comfort, wat i received from u is making me even worst.. times like when i'm sick, i really really hope dat there's someone there to take care of me, get me food to eat but.... i noe u already tried all means n ways in order to make me happy and maybe perhaps i'm really asking for too much.. and maybe i'm really being unreasonable.. but i really dunno wat comes into me for making me this way.. sigh.. makes me really negative, thinking dat does our characters really match? can we still go on??? maybe like wat u said, this is a bad wk for both of us.. really hope dat it will be better this coming wk...... =(

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