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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
3:41 AM

=::= (@_@) & (n_n) =::=

Hi ppl.. Well, decided to write a new entry now since i do not need to wake up early for work tmr.. its a long time from my last entry, so let me warn u ppl dat it might be a long entry so be prepared ya, those of u who r tired to read, pls come back another time ba.. heehe

Such a cold weather the whole of today and here i'm sitting infront of my laptop in my kitchen, i'm wearing jacket lor.. yes.. cos the air was cooling.. or rather, it was cold after i'd been sitting in the kitchen for more than 5hrs.. yeah.. i cud only use my laptop cos my bro din pay the cable tv bill and it was being cut off due to the outstanding amt and i cud not watch my tv programs.. =(

Ok, back to the things dat i wanted to say today.. Firstly, i'd quitted the job as image consultant which i worked for less than a week.. Long long story to be said and i dun think i shall say it out here.. Anyway, watever i can say is dat i think i'm not suitable for dat type of job.. as in going out to meet ppl, trying very hard to get them to buy the albums in order to earn the commissions as my pay.. And this lead to another reason for me to bent on leaving.. Its more of a commission based job rather than a fixed salary type of job.. I admit, if i were not to take into consideration of the time factor, this job's gonna be really attractive becos of its commisions dat each album has.. but becos i only haf 1 mth plus of time for working, i really do wish to do something dat my hard work and effort can be recognised and i can be paid adequately in returns of my effort n time and not just based on luck or other things.. Like wat sh said, with this experience, it dent her self-confidence even lower.. I guessed, this experience did cause my confidence level to drop and makes me wonder, how come others cud easily sell an album whereas no matter how hard i tried to convince my customers, they juz wun buy? Maybe i wasn't dat lucky ba or i din do my warming up job gd enuff to make them haf a trust in me.. But watever it is, its over once and for all.. i really dun wish to think back abt it le..

Come to think of it, in the first place, i din really feel like taking up this job becos of its long working hours and so when i'd decided i'm not going back there again, i felt more relieved.. Relieved in the sense dat i no longer need to face customer and haf this pressure dat if i din make any sales, wat shud i do? Will i get little or worst, no $$$ back at the end of the month.. And not to forget dat i'll get back my freedom time during wkend.. So i guess, i did make a correct decision of quitting the job, no doubt i oso had some enjoyable times down there..

The sunday dat is juz over is my 1st year wif fukai.. Went to celebrate it.. Well, the so-called celebrations starts from sat when i meet him in afternoon after he had a haircut.. its quite sudden for him lah cos at first we decided to meet during evening time, but becos i've got nothing to do in afternoon so decided to bring forward the meeting time.. Waited at his hse for him to get himself prepared to go out and he asked me to watch tv in his parents room instead of his room cos normally i will watch tv in his room one.. Only then i realised dat i'd disrupted his planned timing by meeting him early so suddenly, he's still busy doing his present for me.. Haha.. He gave me a big photo album and inside it were the photos dat both of us had taken during this 1 yr.. From the 1st photo dat we had took during the D&D of StanChart to the zoo trip to Valentine's Day to Thailand trip to the fireworks to my 21st bday.. Juz like a timeline of the memorable events dat we both had been thru and he even wrote some notes on the photos and decorate the pages wif stickers.. It's such a meaningful & nice present and i'm super super touched by wat he did dat i broke down in tears after seeing the album.. He'd been slping late for the past 1 wk in order to do this album and its not easy for him to do it considering dat he's the type of person dat will gets very very tired once his slping time is over and he still need to go for work the following day.. I'm really soo touched by him.. (n_n) On sun, we went ktv and sang from 1-5pm.. 1st time dat i sang ktv till i've got a sore throat.. Muz be cos i'm lacked of water and slp for the past few days.. Haha.. But i really really enjoyed myself to the fullest on sat n sun after so much of unhappiness i faced during the work..

Hehe.. so much of dat.. now shall tok abt other thing.. Sh n i found another new job.. This time rd is office work, those admin type of work, our cup of tea.. So i think wun be facing dat much of pressure from this new job.. One thing bad abt this new job is dat the office is super far away.. In kaki bukit there, somewhere near bedok.. Both of us got no direct bus.. need to transfer bus to reach there.. And the working hrs is from 8am-5.30pm.. well.. 8am, which means i need to wake up at 5plus to get prepared and leave my hse at 6plus.. dat's very very early lor.. but no choice.. at least it will end work at 5.30pm, which is considered quite early and its 5-days working week.. =)

K lah.. will stop here le.. think its very long liao.. haha.. and its now going to be 4am soon.. so tired.. i need to go slp le.. shall update again as n when i like.. hahaha.. (^o^)

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
1:00 AM

=::= AfTeR ExAmS =::=

Time for a new post since my exams are over.. yup.. everything's over!!! Great!! but i've got some -ve feelings for my 2nd & last paper which are price theory & macro 2 respectively.. Din managed to complete both paper.. and coincidently, for both papers i juz did 5 qns whereby i'm supposed to ans 6.. No time for the last qns.. So sad sia.. and the rest of the qns dat i attempted, i had no confident in scoring them.. wonder how much will i score for the both papers.. watever it is, i juz hope dat overall i can pass the 2 subjects, if not, i think u guys can be prepared to see how i die. =..(

Anyway, ever since the last paper i had on wed, i'd been out everyday.. Straight away after the paper, eunice, sh n i went for dinner and window shopping.. Thurs, went my grandma hse for lunch after dat met up wif br, sh n chris.. Fri, went ktv wif br, nic n sh in afternoon.. then nite, met my dear and we went for the singapore hits awards at suntec convention hall.. Wow.. its was exciting for me cos its my 1st time to this type of awards presentation and i get to see so many stars, and get to hear live singings from so many stars in 1 nite!! Well.. but the seatings were not dat gd cos the $98 n $58 seatings were on the same level, which is the floor level.. only the $38 seatings were placed higher for the ground.. i was at the $58 seats and quite last few rows thus i cud not see very clearly wat's happening on the stage.. =( but still ok lah, cos they got the big screen by the side so still can turn over to the screen and see.. Anyway, wat i wanted to say is dat some singers were really powerful.. for example, fish leong.. her singing n her voice is superb!! damn nice sia.. especially hearing her singing live.. her vocal is so strong n clear!!! When she sang, the whole hall was so quiet and typically everybody below the stage was listening to her, enjoying n tao zui in her songs/voice.. Oso saw energy, f.i.r, JJ, Steff Sun, Mayday's Ah Shin, Hins Zhang, Twins & Emil Chou.. Very very nice too!!! (n_n)

Holidays for me now.. going to look for job and eunice got this job lobang for us.. going down for the interview later.. wonder whether we can get the job anot cos the pay quite high.. but on the expense dat i got to sacrifice my time (my wkend...) but everything's not yet confirm until after the interview.. hmm... mixed feelings i haf... one way, i do hope i can get the job cos of the attractive pay it got.. but on the other hand, if i got the job, this means dat i'll haf less time wif my dear, which i really hates to think abt it.. sigh... dunno.. watever it is, got to depends on later's interview.. they might not wan me oso rite.. ahaha

my bro went for holiday at japan last nite for a wk.. this means dat i'll be alone at home for a wk.. so sian.. no one to ta bao food for me le.. got to buy on my own liao.. =(

k lah.. think dat's all le.. all my dear frens, can ask me out since i'm quite free recently.. (^0^)

~# Fairytale Princess #~