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Thursday, June 23, 2005
11:59 PM

=::= ReLieVeD =::=

Wow.. i really felt so relieved now.. Finally, i managed to speak to my dad le.. Told my dad everything abt my dear le.. But the thailand trip i skipped cos the chance of him letting me is so little, so i decided not to say and not to go le..

Anyway, my dad's reaction quite shock me lah.. cos i tot dat he wud ask alot of qns etc.. but in the end, he din really ask.. i juz told him everything instead of him asking me anything.. haha.. he juz asked me to be careful and not to be cheated.. haha.. and oso, he keeps on pouring cold water on me lor.. well, i noe dat's all becos he's concern abt me.. =)

Juz wanted to say dat i've finally get rid of a burden dat's been bothering me for such a long time and i really felt so glad abt it.. and most importantly is that my dad did not disapprove my dear.. hehe.. (n_n)

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
1:27 AM

=::= FrUsTrAtEd =::=

Sigh.. i'm so frustrated on how to tell my dad everything!!! Thought today there will be a chance, but in the end i missed this chance cos he juz left in a hurry.. Sigh.. Wat shud i do?? I really hate this feeling of hiding things from him, but it seems like i juz dunno how to communicate to him.. I dun wan him to be the last to noe and neither do i wan him to hear the news from other ppl like thru my neighbours.. I wanted to tell him on my own.. But the timing always seems to be wrong.. Perhaps becos he's a guy dat's y there is like a barrier between our communication.. Sigh.. i dun think anyone can understand or feel wat i'm feeling.. Sometimes, it makes me felt dat if my mum is still around, i wudn't be so troubled.. I wud be able to tell her everything dat's on my mind and maybe i wud be much more happier.. =(

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Thursday, June 16, 2005
12:41 AM

=::= SlaCkinG LifE =::=

Been slacking all the way since my exams ended.. Wanted to do some useful things like cleaning up my hse but then.. haha.. Life's so arghh, unpredictable and short.. Sigh.. Dunno wat to say.. Think i shudnt waste my days like dat anymore.. Alright, from next wk onwards, i shall do whatever dat i'm supposed to do!!!

Great Singapore Sale is on and everywhere is on SALES!!! Arghh... i wanna go shopping, i got so many things dat i wanted to buy.. but i got no $$$.. =( sigh.. Last sat, was out wif my dear for shopping and we were at marina sq and suntec area.. Quite a long time haven been there le cos recently we always go orchard.. More and more shops at marina sq are opened and the crowd there are increasing.. Many shops selling food and beverages like swensen's, andersen ice-cream, han's etc.. Haha.. a GD place to go for eating!!! Anyway, wat i wanted to say was dat dat nite, the shops in suntec was opened till 2am.. most of the shops were.. and lots of people crowding into suntec after 930pm whereby normally ard 10 plus ppl are going out of suntec to the mrt direction.. it was the other way rd dat nite.. ppl going in was more than (much much more) ppl coming out.. we were going in as well.. haha.. it was quite a gd experience to shop in midnight.. my 1st time as well.. after shopping, we went for supper at esplanade there.. we had oyster omelette and it was yummy!! haha..

My dear is going for a holiday to thailand on the 2nd wkend of july.. he's going wif his family which includes his dad, mum, his bro and his bro's gf.. he asked me whether i can go anot, will my dad allows me to go.. sigh.. i wanna go.. but dun think my dad will allows me to go leh.. hai.. so sad.. i dunno how to ask my dad to get his permission to go.. arghhh.. =( i'm so sad and sian and sigh.. dunno lah.. sigh.. dunno how to describe my feelings...

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